me being a little more composed and adult: 0
my first weekend without dan and i managed to drink myself into an awesome hallucinating dream...really, it was beautiful. you should ask me to explain all the crazy to you one day.
i'm glad he's home though, i need to stop acting like i'm so tough and shit. its ok to miss people when they're gone...even if its only for 3 days and 2 nights...damn i'm a such a little bitch. he only went to TALLAHASEE!!!!!!